I don't know what to do anymore with my depression and anxiety?

Ok..Since I was 11 I have been suffering with Depression. Now Im 23 Ive been to several Doctors and they all try me on the same stuff..NOTHING IS WORKING ! They took me off of work . Im having panic attacks all the time..Im very forgetful. I cry all the time I dont know what to do anymore..They have tried me on so many different meds I was on like 7 a day and it hasnt helped...What can I do to try to help myself or try to explain to a doctor????