Attention deficit disorder?

I would go see your doctor. From what you've described, it sounds like you may have ADD. I was diagnosed with it in the 3rd grade and 10 years later, I'm still dealing with it. I'm on my 3rd medication to treat it. It's not fun at all. I despise it! It's hard for people to understand how you feel, especially if they don't know what it's like to have ADD. Go to your doctor and get tested for it. Hope this helps. =]